Review

edited November 2016 in General
I haven't been very active on VFK... sorry. I have been very busy with school. I have Scholar Bowl a lot and I have recently been practicing for an audition, and also a talent show audition for my school! The audition went well... but I hope it's enough! As for the talent show audition... wish I could say the same :P I sang " New Soul " But there are so many wonderful voices and talent at my school I highly doubt I will make it but it's good to have a good attitude ( Spelled attitude wrong again, such an embarrassment as an scholar bowl member xD ) ALSO! I have decided to go on a diet :P I'm not very overweight but I decided to go on a diet starting volleyball season. Don't worry I will not starve myself HAHAHA I give myself cheat days  ^:)^ ( everyday... jk :P ) ( a shower later ) back lol I have decided to keep a diary here, and hopefully every Saturday I will post it. I can't post everyday because I am busy. Anyway, so I am going to go random on topics so here we go. 

 On the election day I was not very happy with results but... it's VFK not a president game so I won't say much about that... thought I could.

As some of you know I will soon have a new baby brother. In April 5 2017 as of today. :D I am very excited!!! We might move to a bigger house around January again because my parents feel like the baby should have it's own playroom, and nursery! I also have my 2 auditions results being announced soon, I got an awa Scholar Bowl match on Wednesday ( not today ), and I got a chorus and band concert coming up... other than that, that is my schedule for the next 3 weeks! :D

These past few months haven't been so easy. I wouldn't say 2016 is the best year for me, or lucky or some of my closest friends, or used to be close I should say. All you can do is keep walking, even if you want to erase the past what's done is done, and sometimes you gotta face the truth. All in prayer for those who have lost someone <3

I feel like as a friend I should be happy or her. But i'm jealous. Jealous of her relationship. I shouldn't be. Jealousy will eat you up and make you a worst person. Don't love someone who doesn't love you back. Be happy if they're dating your friend, because if you love them then you should let them love the person they should be with. 

I love my family. I love them. I always say it but there's something different about it this time. This year ,as I said before has not been a good year for me. My loss's and my lost battles have made me feel truly grateful that everyone in my family is still here and alive. I have seen families lose loved one's and I would never want to be in that position. Therefore this thanksgiving I pray or this year to end with no deaths, no attacks of any sort, and mostly A Lot of Love. 

I am me. And I will embrace that. No matter who tells me I am " to mature for my age " ( it's called growing up, you should try it some time person who told me that ) or someone who told me I sing horrible ( Thanks, I now know how to make it better, so really, you just helped me alot :) ) Or whoever called me ugly ( Thank you because I now know at least I am not trying to put thick layers of makeup on my face just because I am ashamed of my outer self ) And most of all thank you for giving me your honest opinion, whether you said it to be honest, nice, or cruel, at least now I know my perfections, and imperfections, accepting the fact that I am not perfect, but at least I am me.

VFK Has changed A LOT! Waterslides are here, the zoo is open, AND SO MANY cool features are here! 2016 may not have been good for me but I am glad for VFK and those who have had wonderful experiences, just know that you should never wish for something not to happen because that will change history. And Most importantly. You.

Thank you to Renesmee. You have been the craziest, petty, most loyal friend ever. Sure we had our ups and downs and we always forgive each other, but that assures me our friendship is real. Although we are not as close as we used to be, you deserve an apology because sometimes I feel like you deserve a better friend. Thank you.

Thank you to Cool who has been the most "cool"est friend to me. We may not be friends anymore but I will never forget how you made me laugh at my desk. You will forever be my dance partner.

Thank you to Cars who I don't know much of but know enough to know that he is the most mature, serious, yet funniest people I know. You give the best advice. Thanks for giving me your wisdom and advice on times when I really needed it.

Thanks to Pinky,... Just because your Pinky, my weird, coolest, humorous friend. 
Most importantly thank you VFK For everything you have done. You were there at my proudest times. My sadest times, and memories I will never forget. I never thought I would really quit but I hope VFk Grows and grows and is fully restored to it's glory, because VFK sometimes is not just a virtual game. It's about friends, and memories.

Love to all, Sporty 




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Comments

  • Wonderful Diary post sporty!  I hope everything goes well for you.  and THAT IS SO NEAT about your new baby brother!!  It was fun to read I hope you post another!

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  • goldenpuppy said:

    Wonderful Diary post sporty!  I hope everything goes well for you.  and THAT IS SO NEAT about your new baby brother!!  It was fun to read I hope you post another!

    Thanks Puppy. I will probably do these either sunday or saturday.  Happy Thanksgiving.  :)




    MISSCLUESIGN.#4
  • edited November 2016
    I know all of what you're talking about sporty!  Over the years I've been growing just like everyone else, and as time goes by you get to a point where reality really becomes clear and you become so thankful for what you have.  I know its probably difficult where there is someone you love involved but I've found the even if I truly thought I loved him he really wasn't right,  Not long term.  

    I still have a special spot in my heart for him and the butterflies are still there but I know that I'm not the one for him as much as I'd like to be, and just like you, wish him as much happiness as the world can offer!

    A baby brother will be so fun!  Are you already planning what you're going to teach him first? and do you have competition for that?

    Thanks for touching base sporty it will be awesome if you find time to check in on the weekends!  

    Good luck!

    colourz

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  • Great post sporty!
    HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!
  • ColourzRnice said:

    I know all of what you're talking about sporty!  Over the years I've been growing just like everyone else, and as time goes by you get to a point where reality really becomes clear and you become so thankful for what you have.  I know its probably difficult where there is someone you love involved but I've found the even if I truly thought I loved him he really wasn't right,  Not long term.  

    I still have a special spot in my heart for him and the butterflies are still there but I know that I'm not the one for him as much as I'd like to be, and just like you, wish him as much happiness as the world can offer!

    A baby brother will be so fun!  Are you already planning what you're going to teach him first? and do you have competition for that?

    Thanks for touching base sporty it will be awesome if you find time to check in on the weekends!  

    Good luck!

    colourz

    I plan to teach him how to not hit and be a gentleman because boys tend to be furious and hit their siblings. Also thanks for understanding.

    Fowzy said:

    Great post sporty!

    Thanks! :)




    MISSCLUESIGN.#4
  • Good luck with the audition results!
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  • How dare you call me weird? >:U

    Just kidding xD

    Wonderful post as usual! Especially the part where you described how you're happy to just be yourself! (We all should be!) 

    FANTASTIC! Thanks Taco!!

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  • Very touching post sporty!  I agree with you on everything!  Also YAY for little brothers!
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  • PinkyB said:

    How dare you call me weird? >:U


    Just kidding xD

    Wonderful post as usual! Especially the part where you described how you're happy to just be yourself! (We all should be!) 
    Thanks! 


    iStella said:

    Very touching post sporty!  I agree with you on everything!  Also YAY for little brothers!

    Thanks!




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