Worst Day Ever (Drama, My mean side, and girl fights involved lol)
Today, I officially made a new enemy. A friend who's friendship constantly changed with me and I decided that this time, I'm not giving in to her. So I made a statement when she FINALLY came back to school after a week of being gone, the same friend I was scared for, and she sat in our lunch table like always. Now, in our grade, if you have a table with your friends, you don't take anyone else's. Nor do you take their seat.
We sit in the first table nearest to the exit. It's laid out like a long rectangle table with one chair at each end, the rest on the side. I sit at the end, basically like a queen looking down at everyone lol. Well when she got back to school, she was totally different. She was rude and extremely (add in a word that I can't say).
She got to our table and sat there, which was normal, but in MY BEST FRIEND'S SPOT. Look, the three of us, or the trio, take our table and chairs seriously. We claim what's ours and we get possessive over it. So I asked her to move. She just glared at me and wouldn't. And this boy, her friend, was in my seat. He got up like I asked and moved to another chair. But we ended up leaving the table because she invited a bunch of randoms that didn't belong over there.
Anyway, its stupid, I know but I wrote a status on facebook about my frustration. She threw a fit when I wasn't specifically talking about her. I was writing about nine people in that post, not just her. She goes "really? picking on me? I'm already trubled enough" and cried. She told her mom, and her mom yelled at me for bullying. I wasn't bullying. And therefore, the drama started.
The next day she steered clear of me in the morning. I know she was scared of me because when I'm mad, nobody can save you. No, I don't; beat people up, but my words tend to leave scars and I'm not really proud of that. So I confronted her, and asked why she tells her mom EVERYTHING anyone says to her. Me being mad, called her weak and defensless in so many words. So she shouts "I HAVE MENTAL DISORDERS" which has nothing to do with it. My brother has the exact same ones she has and he doesn't rely on anyone. Now none of that should have been said, I know I was wrong, but I don't regret it or feel guilty. I never do. Oops? Anyway, one of my friends from our "squad" of nine, jumps over and takes her side which is stupid because its 7-2, whatever. BUT she goes around at recess, her and the traitor, telling people I like someone when I don't. Then she gets some other friends, that aren't from the "squad" , and some acquaintances to side with her. Luckily, the populars bother with neither of us so they weren't involved. I honestly don't have time to deal with ten sassy girls (they aren't mean, they're like me when they're sticking up for someone/something) but I had five people mad at me? Three involved on taylynns side. And the seven of us, and three others on mine. Outnumbered. Drama. Oh and tonight she went to church again and broke down crying. Everyone tried to get me to help but I wasn't going to deal with a crying person. Tears and my enemy are a no-go. I already told her I was done wasting energy trying to help her when she ignored it all. She obviously doesn't need it.
The worst of it all? I broke my computer screen after A MONTH of having my mom's laptop in my possession. Now I'm in trouble and can't get a new screen until a while. Lovely.
But hey, I'm still standing, right?
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Thanks for sharing your frustrations, It's so good to hear from you! I'm sorry about your computer screen I hope you get is fixed within the next month :) If it helps I just broke my mouse o.o so now I have to use the touch pad on my laptop!
Oh one last thing! we can now use gifs on here!
@SkyLamb Thanks Sky, that helps a lot. And I do think of you guys on here, a lot actually, just lately I've been busy. Last night she was in that state again, the depressive one but this time I kept my promise to myself, I never usually even make promises, and let someone else deal with it. As mean and cruel as that sounds, I'm done. Why bother helping someone who doesn't want it?
Also, I have more news. I'll update on the situation in a few.
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THANKS TACOCAT!!